Robbie was so … adult with me wanting this house. He was terribly upset because he really wants his job, but he was just kept saying it won’t work. Meaning his job that he hasn’t even started yet – doesn’t even know yet when he will start. But he didn’t bring it up at all until I asked him what was wrong.
I decided I don’t want that house – can’t afford it, I don’t want to live alone, there’s no yard, I won’t be able to do stuff like go to Wyoming, money will be tight for a long time… but while I was at work today the house is what I thought about all day. Well, when I had a minute. We were very busy on phones and in the store as usual on a pretty spring day.
I’ve come up with another plan that will work. If I get some co-operation from granny. Just a waiting game right now. Need to get to bed so I can go get groceries in the morning. Much better to go VERY early on Sunday morning. Not so crowded.